Feeling Blue

feeling slightly depressed and demotivated lately. Took a car trip and some shots, but there wasn't much enjoyment in it. I have a period now where I'm questioning if photography is really my thing.
I have struggled with depression now for quite some time, and my mind is slowly booting up again. My biggest joy in life is thinking, but thinking can sometimes lead to discoveries that can be detrimental to my mental health and view of the world.